Since I like someone who could never like me back the same way, or most likely in any way at all, and I just cannot seem to stop liking this person, I need to redirect the energy behind those feelings, since the feelings themselves just won't go away.
Instead of getting sad today when I saw her, I tried extra hard to be normal and decided to just (casually) enjoy whatever time I get to be around her and to use all my energy (and feelings) for our customers, especially the ones who really seemed to need it.
Everyone needs and deserves love, that's a given and critical...but for me, it's always been hard to know whether to show it or not...maybe I just have to stop worrying about it all and just be. You can't fight who you are and if you like people and want to show you do, maybe that's okay...no matter how they react back.
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