This...

I am getting ready to try and fall asleep and full of worry about people I care about and the way things have been lately and I see this on Pinterest and it helps a little...the part about her personality "always getting lost somewhere between her heart and her mouth"...because it reminds me that others have felt this way too.

and also this (boy, can I relate to this!):

She’s in here, I wanted to respond. But she only comes out when I’m writing. You thought you were hiring Writing Me. But instead what you got was Actual Me. Big mistake.

 http://opinionator.blogs.nytimes.com/2015/03/21/writing-my-way-to-a-new-self/?ref=opinion&_r=0