It is so painful to discover something that kept you going and you thought was true and meaningful may not be what you thought...and so you go back to the drawing board and try and figure out what you are going to do...in the meantime, holding on to words from your favorite writers and looking to the universal experience for help. I think Shakespeare was really right. But it is not only hard to trust others, I think it can be really hard to trust yourself, most of all, and whether the things you believe are right or wrong.